Well I'm still not out work in general, but a few of my co-workers know and have jumbled names up (its a long story). I'm finally getting some experienced medical help. I haven't been all that impressed with the whole operation here, its a crapshoot between 3 ANP's so I just hope they keep good notes. It was good to know that in general I'm in good health. The last couple months my mother has really come around and is using my name and is open to talking with my extended family. She asked my permission to which I responded, yes absolutely talk to them you visit, and thanked her. I ran into a consultant I work with today, and freaked out a bit. He didn't say anything, maybe I was butch enough he brushed it off as a young rockstar thing (which I'm certainly not!). Anyways I walked away and realized that while I felt uncomfortable I didn't feel embarrassed or ashamed about myself. I was slightly amazed when I realized that. Anyways just thought I'd share, seems like its been ages since I've posted on tribe.